Just try to reimburse the universe for all you feel blessed about ...
It is a hopeless endeavour. The more grateful you are, the more you get bestowed with, and the more priceless it all is.
Any gesture to try to express your appreciation results in such generosity from existence that you are powerless to contain yourself!
Try to say thank you from your heart and you will burst with love. Try to reciprocate for what you have received and you will have to evaporate just to cope with the influx of affection.
The old you will have to dissolve into the flood of the new. You will have to give way until there is just joy.
Trying to repay life will cost you your self.
